I'm sorry for your loss. When loosing a loved one it can be unbearable. God knows 1st hand what it is like to lose someone. That is why he has provided scriptures in the Bible to help ones cope with the loss. In the Bible book of Isaiah 25:8 Jehovah God promises soon to "swallow up death forever." He also promises to bring back those who have fallen asleep in death (Acts 24:15). So soon this kind of pain will be a thing of the past (Revelations 21:4). May these scriptures bring you comfort in this difficult time.